Melissa

On a side note I'm also sick of being sick... i have felt like crap for almost a week... Bird flu?????OMG??

I think I may actually call out sick tomorrow, something i rarely do. I really need a day of nothing. Im on overload. I can stay home, eat sunflower seeds, watch really bad daytime tv, get some laundry done and who knows maybe even a little work done.

HOLY GOD could things be going my way finally???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????

P.S cam is still sick, i had to pick him up from school... his first REAL going to the nurse experience. My little man is so grown. LOVE THAT KID!

This weekend was nice, i made Rich stay in jersey so I could actually do my own thing. It was great! *except i sort of miss having sex* He is coming over next weekend so I'm sure we'll spend it making up for lost time...if fact I know we will.

Work is good, Im super busy with my consulting business, Im actually turning down potential clients! And I didnt think I'd have any to turn down>>>> GO ME!

The new house is great, I finally have some room to stretch out a bit... it feels good.

Cam has his first soccer practice next saturday so we are going to the mall Monday to buy his cleets (my little man is growing up) then he will be starting hockey, he missed the tryouts but Rich is advocating for him and his bark is pretty big so Im sure he'll get in. *cams dad is a pussy so i need a rich for stuff like this*

hmm lets see if there is anything else...

I dont think so. Today Im taking Cameron to go play mini-golf that should be fun... and then i have to go pick up my laundry, Im having it done cause Im a lazy ass. Well tech. not because Im lazy but simply because when I have free time (i.e when im not working) I dont want to spend it doing laundry and since i can afford to have it done i figure why not!

Well thats all for now.. Im gonna go play bbb arcade then start the rest of my day............wwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

My day was pretty long, I cant wait till next week (I have some vacation time coming up) Im working a little bit but not much probably like 20 hours as opposed to 60 it will be a breath of fresh air. Its pretty shitty that when rich is here im at work. Although sunday he came swimming with me and one of my clients... it was sort of a lazy day. Nice to be able to make 40 dollars an hour to go swimming!!!! not too shabby. :)

Anyhow rich is coming up thursday this week and staying till monday or tuesday i believe... so that will be nice. I have cameron this weekend too so they will get to hang out while im at work! SUCKS. On a side note I pick my car up friday! I cant wait... ive never had a car that wasnt preowned... weird. All the miles that will be on it will be from me.

Let me think is there anything else to add...

hmm not really. I havent talked to my sister Tanya lately i hope she is ok. We just keep missing eachother. I think I might be going to England in Febuary to visit a friend who is going to school there so thats something to look forward to. Mr. S isnt going to be happy about it but he'll get over it. He can be pretty protective... its lame.

I need to go to the beach... I bought a white bikini that hasnt come in yet from vicky's I cant wait to show it off... hopefully my ass stays in shape. Ive been sticking to my diet lately and am actually not ashamed of showing it off at the beach ;). *for now*

This was pretty boring but I was bored and wanted to fill my time with something other than reading about behavior analysis and doing data... and so this is what i did :)

Everyone should respond to me with something boring so that i too may read boring...

also tell me what your favorite position is... just for my own personal perversions.

Austin out..............

Im working ALLLLLLLLL the time. I started working as a ABA Therapist at this place called The May Institute (most of you know this) Ive ALWAYS wanted to work for this place (when i say always, i mean since i was an undergrad) I was so excited to get the position, its a huge stepping stone to my final goals. Recently I took on a home program as well... I am doing this as a private contractor, first off the money is AWESOME and secondly I have a ton of control over the programs I utilize (which I love.)
SO basically this leaves me like zero free time. But most people tell me it will all be worth it in the end.

Im moving too, Aug 15 (if all goes well) I am moving into a town house, Im so excited about it... Its 3 bedrooms, 2 full baths... a kitchen, separate dinning room!!! and of course a living room. 1300 sqaure feet... this is a huge improvement from my current tiny little apartment... i guess having a job pays off. There is a pool and tennis courts as well... which i love and so will cameron. The school system is awesome too!!! SO PERFECT!@

On saturday Rich and I are going to look at a cars... Ive been sort of hesitating on getting a new one but I think its time for me to take the plunge... Im not getting anything extremly expensive (at least not for another year I want to wait until the house is built) but I think im going to get a 05 Cobalt, they are inexpensive, good on gas and not that bad looking. Rich is going to teach me how to drive manual this weekend so until i can he is going to have to drive me around in my new car.

If you read about I said until the house is built... that is because we are going to build a house... we are in the process of discussing the specs for that but bye next year the building process should be underway. SO MUCH stuff going on...

If you read all this youre a better person than I its just so much to read!

Hope everyone else is doing great... i miss everyone its been forever.

Missi

Your Existing Situation
Impulsive and irritable. Her desires, and the actions involved, are paramount, with insufficient consideration being given to their consequences. This leads to, or arises from, stress and conflict.

Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Emotionally inhibited. Feels forced to compromise, making it difficult for her to form a stable emotional attachment.
Conditions are such that she will not let herself become intimately involved without making mental reservations.

Your Desired Objective
Needs recognition. Ambitious, wants to impress and be looked up to, to be both popular and admired. Seeks to bridge the gap which she feels separates her from others.

Your Actual Problem
Needs to be valued and respected as an exceptional individual, in order to increase her self-esteem and her feeling of personal worth. Resists mediocrity and sets herself high standards.

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i graduated! phew.